Can you hear it?

The time now is 2:45am, approximately twenty four hours ago, I asked my self a question that I couldn’t find any answers. Not even close in getting one. Ok… maybe I was too tired and my brain was trying to signal me to rest by asking a tricky question, but the same question pops out 24 hours later. It is as annoying as an alarm clock.

What is the question?

Try answering this: can you hear what your mind and soul trying to tell you through your heart?

Well I ask you to try, not with your conscious but your heart. Why not give it a try? But do try not to fall asleep.

February’s weather is cruel. It is one of the hottest months. Through the ailing street light, all I see is that there are totally no movements out side the window. Everything looks so still, like a painting. That could only mean one thing – no wind at all. (That’s the reason I’m still awake in this odd time of the day)

I remove my attention from the heat by playing some music softly and of course my 2 fans at full throttle. Well… I’ve solved two major problems that cause this insomnia - the heat and the silent.

WHY AM I STILL AWAKE!? – The same question come knocking again. Oh dear, this is really annoying.

The time now is 3:30am. I turn off the music and sit on my bed with my legs cross. After a sip of water, I close my eyes and start to listen. All I hear now are physical noises that we hardly notice in daytime. (Clock, fan, and lamp)

After 15 minutes of listening, all physical noises become softer and later vanish. Now the only thing I hear is my own heart beat. I’m still awake but seems like I’m in another dimension. The truth is I am focusing too much and it is numbing my senses.

Now every pulse of heart beat is louder and heavier. Image started to generate out of no where, some are flash backs from the past and others are the future that I projected. Like a story line with music beat, I can see everything clearly now.

It was never about the question as the question is only a method. I’m happy with the images and will manifest accordingly. Not the first time I put my self in this situation. I wish whoever read this little message I wrote have a wonderful experience doing it.

The time now is 4:30am and I’m very sleepy… Goodnight and sweet dreams